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PTSS by catnipcutie, literature

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PTSS

I know, I'm sorry, It doesn't make sense, But you don't see like me when you look at those men. The masters had whips and the white men have guns My every instinct screams Leave him! Just run. They're watching, watching, oh, always, they're watching Can you feel the eyes on the back of your neck? Back pressed to the wall and I'm trapped but they're watching. It's all in my heart, this is all in my head. Keep my eyes up and they're all looking back can't close my eyes for a minute, instead I try to remind myself time after time that It's all in my heart, this is all in my head.

Untitled by catnipcutie, literature

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Untitled

Their eyes flickerswish back and forth and they're watching I know you don't see it, but lovely, I do Watching, watching Those boys, yes, they're watching It's not what you think, I just want to protect you They see when you kiss me, They see every touch- Their phones all have cameras, A picture's enough Their parents are racist, Their friends homophobic I know you can't feel it, but I'm worried sick. I can't do this now, but darling, I love you This isn't your fault, it's so far above you In each generation, This fear has been brewing It runs through my veins Not in your wrongdoing It's not what you t

Forgot(ten) by catnipcutie, literature

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Forgot(ten)

I'm sorry, I just forgot- Forgot like you forgot they're still your daughters, Forgot like you forgot to be a good father. Forgot like you forgot children need feeding, Forgot like I forget to just keep breathing. Forgot like you forgot your wedding vows, Forgot like I am forgotten now, Forgot like you forget what I am made of, Forgot as I shall forget to love.

Sleep-Thoughts (In Medias Res) by catnipcutie, literature

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Sleep-Thoughts (In Medias Res)

I. Regrets You'll regret that tattoo when you're older, her mother warned as she left that morning. That's alright, she replied, dismissive. I won't live long enough to regret it. II. Freckle-Face Freckle-face with eyes like stars and Skin painted with them- Dream of Life and Light, It is more than I can give you. =in medias res= Broken child with paranoia In your veins, watch over them, Keep them safe. It is the best you can do. III. Me'Cha'No'Phi-li-a your heart has become but machination, he loves you still. you learn resonance though your gears have rusted. perhaps you shall learn to love The Mechanophile.

Some Insignificant Drabbles by catnipcutie, literature

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Some Insignificant Drabbles

Claymore~ Switchblade’s voice resonates in your head. You turn to glare at her. She’s still focused on her test, eyes down at the paper. A smirk plays across her lips. Turn around, Little Hero, wouldn’t want the old hag to think you’re cheating, would you? You growl under your breath and keep working on the test. C B A C C- Claymore~! You’re thinking too loudly, Little Hero, I’m getting all the answers. Please do us both a favor and shut up, Kaa. Claaaaaaaaymore, that’s not nice! Shut up, Kaa. What was the answer to number 23? “For the love of the Handmaid, Kaa, shut the hell up!”

Church Women by catnipcutie, literature

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Church Women

Teach them still to be ashamed, to be fearful, yet shout these Praises to the Name. To bow their heads and shield their breasts, to hide their face, let nothing be revealed. Teach them freedom yet teach them pain, let not the pride new sins beget, teach them the songs of wind and rain, the world's order shall not upset Teach them submission, teach them sedition, teach them the art of proposition, teach them to withstand every test, but teach them still to hide their breasts.

Resonance by catnipcutie, literature

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Resonance

I. "Watch over him while I am gone-" ECHO, allow such words to Resonate, perhaps as prayer. II. Be brave, beloved, let music sing in your bones, find that you, O Child of Stars, will be alright. Resonate. The moon watches over us both. III. Halfway to forever, we are,/ O you forgotten child of stars. We're still Alive, do you remember? Be ye Reverent. Let the song of your soul//Resonate. Gaudebimus, Decorus. We will be joyous! IV. Child of Light, rise up! Music lives inside your heart- that heart which is mine. Awake! •Amo, Adoro, Gaudeo• We are loved by this broken world. Like shattered glass on a s

I am the broken to their beautiful by catnipcutie, literature

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I am the broken to their beautiful

Broken to your beautiful, I am Small and afraid and not quite Sure how to deal with things that Hurt. It isn’t Love that hurts, but Not being Loved. Oh, but you, You’re different. You two who are filled with love to overflowing, showering me With kisses and compliments, snuggles and smiles. “Why me?” And you smile and kiss my forehead, And you smile and squeeze my hand. It’s because, you say, “It’s true.” And I laugh because soft kisses tickle on my nose, and I smile because you hug me close, And love, god, I love, because you wrap me in your arms and tell me I am wonderful Oh, pretty-loves

You shall learn. by catnipcutie, literature

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You shall learn.

My Delphi learned to control her magic When she was eight (and I was nine.) A late bloomer, perhaps. She could only make small fires for a long, long time. But as she watched tongues of fire lick over my skin, as she watched my body be consumed, She learned to control the flames. I learned to control my magic When I was nine (and she was eight.) Little gods loose in a big city with no money, no parents, and no way to stay alive. As Those Men drew nearer to her, My Delphi, As my beloved sister cried out in fear, I learned how

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PTSS by catnipcutie, literature

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PTSS

Untitled by catnipcutie, literature

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Untitled

Forgot(ten) by catnipcutie, literature

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Forgot(ten)

Sleep-Thoughts (In Medias Res) by catnipcutie, literature

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Sleep-Thoughts (In Medias Res)

Some Insignificant Drabbles by catnipcutie, literature

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Some Insignificant Drabbles

Church Women by catnipcutie, literature

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Church Women

Resonance by catnipcutie, literature

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Resonance

I am the broken to their beautiful by catnipcutie, literature

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I am the broken to their beautiful

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

United States
Deviant for 8 years
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Hello!
I'm catnipcutie, but you can call me Mithra or Nepeta if you want! I write poems and short stories ^u^
my pronouns are they/them or he/him if you don't mind

my profile picture is drawn by the wonderful Pessaah she is great
my icon is made by disqette

I'm on tumblr too yes
gaudebimus.tumblr.com

Favourite Movies

Secret of Kells, Inside Out

Favourite TV Shows

Parks and Recreation, YuGiOh, One Punch Man

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Panic! at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, GUMI, Big Bang

Favourite Books

Harry Potter, Percy Jackson and the Olympians, My Name is Mina, Brave New World

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Undertale

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catnipcutie

Jul 4, 2017

Howdy! I know I haven't been active in Forever, I'm so sorry ^^; This will probably be the last activity on this account, but I made a new one so I can start fresh, I'm trying to write more again! so now I'm @gaudebimus u_u much love!

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catnipcutie

Sep 29, 2016

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Tagged by ~fastrack101 (https://www.deviantart.com/fastrack101) Rules: Tag 8+ people you'd like to get to know better using this meme. Name: Mithra Star Sign: Aries Average Hours of Sleep: 8-ish hours? Lucky Number(s): 37. Not sure why ^^; Last Thing Googled: periodic table quizlet Favorite Fictional Character(s): Oh jesus so many!! All of my own, of course, I love all my muses. Outside of my characters? Tomoyo Daidouji from CCS Current Attire: A hoodie, a t-shirt, and jeans. All year long i s2g When Did You Start This Account?: Oct. 15, 2015 Number of Watchers: 24 What Do You Post?: Well if I were to actually be here, I'd post poetry and a few drawings ^^; sorry guy

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catnipcutie

Sep 6, 2016

I feel like I haven't been very active lately I'm sorry friends I still love you

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hollaaa

hello!

hows is your day?

not bad, and yours?

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69ShadesOfGray

Jun 17, 2016

You are an extremely talented poet Nepeta! I now feel I have many great poems necessitating a good read! Many thanks for sharing with us! Keep up the superb work!

catnipcutie

Jun 17, 2016

oh my god, thank you so much!! Thanks for the watch as well .///. I shall do my best!

autogestion

Jun 5, 2016

thanks again
hope you re doing great